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[03 May 2005|10:30pm]
[ mood | tired of this hell im living ]

Its been a while old friend, long time no speak. Well today has been another one of those days. I cant wait till I can get a car and do something. Well I was sitting here and I just started doing this thing.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Christian Roberts
Birthday:6-14-86
Birthplace:Zepherhills(yes the water place)
Current Location:O-town
Eye Color:Brown
Hair Color:Kinda dark Brown
Height:I think like 6'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:Mostly American Indian and German, but some Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:none
Your Weakness:Bullets are my only weakness
Your Fears:certain types of bugs and falling
Your Perfect Pizza:Hawain or meat
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:get back on my feet
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:cool
Thoughts First Waking Up:I hope I do somthing today
Your Best Physical Feature:I dont know
Your Bedtime:whenever I get to bored
Your Most Missed Memory:Last summer, the best time of my life
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:depends
Single or Group Dates:single are more intament
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:dont drink tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:vanilla all the way
Cappuccino or Coffee:whichever, im not picky
Do you Smoke:sometimes, usually only when I drink
Do you Swear:yeah
Do you Sing:yeah im not to good but whatever
Do you Shower Daily:when im dirty.............just kidding
Have you Been in Love:I thought it was
Do you want to go to College:yeah when im ready
Do you want to get Married:sure
Do you belive in yourself:Of course
Do you get Motion Sickness:only when Im reading in the car
Do you think you are Attractive:Hellz Yeah, Im dead sexy baby
Are you a Health Freak:not really but I try
Do you get along with your Parents:hahahaha............good one
Do you like Thunderstorms:yeah they are somewhat peaceful
Do you play an Instrument:guitar and try bass, I used to play clarinet
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:YES!!!!!
In the past month have you Smoked:yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs:yeah not a regular thing though
In the past month have you gone on a Date:No but I need to
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Yeah went with Ang
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:Half but not all of them
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:NO and that really pisses me off
In the past month have you been on Stage:well that one time I was stripping..........haha
In the past month have you been Dumped:nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:haha no not since the summer
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no way
Ever been Drunk:hahaha well thats a dumb question
Ever been called a Tease:not that I know of
Ever been Beaten up:NO Im a fighter lol
Ever Shoplifted:Fuck that
How do you want to Die:Of a heart attack while having sex
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:Whatever makes me happy
What country would you most like to Visit:All of them
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:blue of green, but Im not to picky on that
Favourite Hair Color:Blonde mostly but it just depends on she looks good in
Short or Long Hair:same as hair color whatever looks good on her
Height:usually kinda short but not too short
Weight:healthy, I dont like fat chix or ones that are too skinny
Best Clothing Style:doesnt matter as long as she looks nice, I kinda like the rocker and surfer look
Number of Drugs I have taken:not to sure but thats mostly in my past
Number of CDs I own:not enough
Number of Piercings:none
Number of Tattoos:1 right now but Im hoping to add on
Number of things in my Past I Regret:A few things but I try not to look back at them too much

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[12 Mar 2005|07:46pm]
So yeah this past week has been a lil stressful for me, let me describe why. Last thursday night was chetts last night in florida so the boys all got together and went to PI for the usual time. Then after went to McyDs and to try and find this one chick. Then we headed home we had just gotten off I4 and I was turning on to Sandlake, so I started to turn when this Dodge Durango flies through a red light going about 60 at least and he rams straight into my driver side door throwing us across the road, then the asshole just keeps on going. Luckily his license plate was imbeaded in my car. Donnie was the first one to get out he then asks me if I can move first thing I said was no i cant move. So he asks me again and this time ive regained some like awarness of whats going on, so I craw out and climb out donnies door because mine was completely crushed. We then call the cops and try to get our friend chett out, we didnt know till later how injured chett was( he fractured his skull and now has a metal plate in his head). When I looked at how much damage had been done my car was completely destroyed, it was totaled. The cop told me that hes never seen anybody walk away from an accident that bad. Well my mom then came and took me to the hospital where i spent like 2-3 hours getting tests run and shit. Now I have to go back to find out what happened to my leg because it doesnt feel right its really badly bruised and it was swolen but the swelling has gone down a lot. So now me and Chett are dealling with all the shit now we are going to sue the ass off the guy that hit me, and I really hope he gets jail time for all this shit. And right now I am without a car, which sux but theres nothing really i can do about it right now.
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[11 Feb 2005|08:15pm]
[ mood | Chillin ]

Hey everyone been awhile but I have been busy. Uhh lets see last weekend went to tampa with donnie and hogan-man, great times over the span of the weekend we drank a shit load. Spent friday night with the boys at P.I. and just chilled it was tight. For those who I havnt spoke to in awhile I quit my job, I did so I could find a better job that is closer. I've been spending a lot of time at donnies but this week I stayed home cause I've been sick so I decided I should spend some time at home getting better and spending time with my mom cause I havnt spent time with her in some time. Its weird I havnt drank or done anything in a week, I feel so clean I kinda like it but I like drinking to much to just quit. I dont know I think I just decided to cut down on it and only do sometimes on the weekends instead of every night. Plus side I've quit smoking not really by choice just because I havnt jumped over trying to get some even when its around me im not in the mood for some reason. Well just thought I'd give some people the update cause I havnt talked to anyone in awhile, which I am sad about cause I miss you guys. I decided im going to try and hang out with some old friends just so I dont lose them completely.

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Great night in Tampa [16 Jan 2005|04:20am]
[ mood | Super Tizight ]

So tonight was a great night, went to Tampa for Andrea's 21st Bday. Me,CLane,Donnie,Nick,Cully all went to the casino on the way there and we lost a total of 13 dollars. It was great! Then at the party was awsome we sat around drinking with Donnies family it was so great I loved it. Getting wasted with them was great especially watching everyone stumble around. Then I smoked out with Scott awww I love Scott he's the best. Wow Andrea has so many hot friends and they are my age which is nice. Then after a long night of partying in tampa we came over to sarasota to Donnies dads house. Here we decided to cause chaos after going to visit the beach where we steal an owl, yes an owl. Then we continued to knock over news paper holders and break a couch while trying to put it up on a fence (not really sure how we thought it was going to work but it was funny anyways), and Donnie and Cully put it in the entrance of the neighborhood, while we watched on the security channel. It was funny shit. The security guard just drove around trying to find them while we watched from the house just watching the rent-a-cop search for them. Now we are just sitting down to a nice night cap. I think we might hit up the mall or casino again tomoro. Wow what a great night, I know I said it before but so many things happened in one night.

Last night was also awsome I bitched to my boss all day yesterday so I could have the weekend off. Then I went and met up with Robyn at the Altimonte Mall it was fun we went and ate some food and walked around for awhile talking and stuff then we went and saw Elektra which is a great movie I really liked it. Unfortunantly I had to take her home afterwards which kinda sucked, shes a lot fun I like hangingout with her I cant wait to see her again. Then off to PI with everyone Im going to miss Alex since he is leaving Sunday morning to go back to school, Alex Woods you are the best. I totaly got out of a ticket last night, Ive never kissed so much ass and said sir so many times in my life.
**Clanes jamming out on the guitar right now its always fun to here him jam.**
I love the boys they are awsome we have had so much fun this past year, wow so many great fucking memories I dont think there isnt anything we havnt done. Its been so crazy but so much fun.
I've lost some friends this year but also gained some, I miss the old people but love the new ones. I guess I would say I wouldnt trade my memories and good times for anything in the world, I love just sometimes when I go to bed just looking at my lil poster board of pics on my wall and just remember the good times. Just want to say thanx to all those friends that have come and gone for the good times.

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AHHHHH ASS!!!!! [30 Nov 2004|06:14pm]
All I have to say is that I had CLanes ass on me last night and that was discusting. Thats when it got to wild for me.
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Drink too much and you will see the consequences [27 Nov 2004|03:02am]
Ok so story time is in order, lets start from the begining. So wednsday my mom goes out of town so I have a few friends over we have a great time most of us are dressed up just having a really great night. Then thursday thanxgiving aww what can I say lots of food and despite my hesitation I really do enjoy spending time with my family I must say I trully love them all they are the best family in the world. Then today for the downward twist, I went to work at 7 which meant getting up at 5 which really sucked. Then I dont get off til 3, then when I get off I get a call from my mom saying she needs to talk to me. So I call her back and we get in this fight and I hang up on her. Turns out she found out about the get together so I am a lil freaked out. Then I get home have this really long talk with my mom and I really start to think about things. So I go and hang out with CLane and Purdy to kinda relax from my long day. I end up going home for reasons that are long to type because I'm drunk right now. So I get home and I see my closet has been gone through so I pack my bags cause I knew what had just happened. For those who know me pretty well know that I am very short tempered about certain things and being disrespected is my BIGGEST thing. So we had some words I threw my keys at her and left. So I go back to wear my friends are at and well I'm not really enjoying myself as you could figure. So Donnie brings me a drink trying to help calm me down and well I chug it, and along with the next few he brings I chug both his and mine. LOL so I start feeling a lil tipsy but not much better till I get a call from my sister. My mom had called her because my sister is always the translator between me and my parents because I have issues with them that go WAY back that only my sister can help mend. After my talk with her I start feeling a lot better and more ready to enjoy myself. But there Is one thing I have learned from my experiences its that you have to respect your family because your choices effect them too. Plus dont ever throw your life away on stupid choices a prime example would be me, I havnt always made the best decissions or treated people the way they desserve to be treated but thats just because I'm human but I've learned from past mistakes and I have learned that I need to do better with my life and treat the people around me better otherwise I'm never going to live a better life. I know that past sentence sounds a lil repetitive but you must forgive me I have had a bit to drink tonight, doesnt really help my point on what I just said does it. But when its all you know when you feel down can you really blame me, I really want and will try to stop drinking so much but I'm not really good at dealing with lifes little problems without it, but thats one thing that comes with growing up is learning to deal with those problems. I guess I still have got some growing up to do before I am ready for LIFE.
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This is not a home, I think Im better off alone [23 Nov 2004|09:53pm]
[ mood | Planning ]

Ok so nothing really special has happened lately but thats what makes it comfortable. Yeah and now to the news, my mom is gone for a few days and I was going to have this Cocktail party on friday but she said she is going to come back on friday so bummer. But never fear I thought about and thanx to an assist by Sammy he gave me the brilliant idea of just having it tomorrow night which I was like YES!!! Plus it works out better for me anyways cause I dont have work. But this announcment was to say that cause I didn't feel like just calling everyone and telling them I thought I would just do it all at once by using my LJ. I need to get the stuff for it tomorrow but I think I will have it all done. So after tomorrow night 1 down 9 more to go till I finish my ultimate party plan. Then I can quit drinking and smoking and feel like I have accompished all the partying I will ever need.

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YEAH another night without Donnies mom home. [20 Nov 2004|09:02am]
[ mood | STILL DRUNK!!!!!!! ]

Breakfest of Champions- Olives and Coke, can't beat that.

Last night wow what can I say, dont really remember chunks of it and woke and am still a lil drunk. It was a good night though despite for some reason me getting depressed but I got over that by drinkin as many beers as I could before I was on the verge of throwing up then going to sleep. CLane did beat me at beer pong, Im so glad hes so modest about it and not advertising it though. Umm Donnie was so shit faced he just got the urge to make steaks last night so me and him sat down with a beer in hand and ate our steaks I was so scared I was going to throw it up because I didnt want to waste a perfectly good piece of meat. Mackenzie and Brianna joined us for the goodtimes again, I dont really remember much of them being there except for me complaining that they were eating all my cookies. Im so sad that I missed Dumb and Dumberer I always want to watch that movie but am never able to finish it for some reason.
I always like our morning afters those could possibly be as fun as the nights. Donnie and CLane awoke this morning and had a whole pack of red bulls to keep them awake for class and Donnie continued to fix himself a nice vodka and orange soda mix to help him get ready. That shit always makes me laugh just and seeing the pics from the night before is were it is at. Man I totaly spilled steak sauce all over my pants last night and now there is yellow spots everywhere on them which is so gross. I bought some of the supplies for next friday, I'm looking forward to it. Last night I kept saying Im cancelling it cause I was really drunk and deppressed but I would never do that because of all the thought I have put into it. Even if its not as cool as I am wanting it to as long as we have alcohol we have good times. Plus Chris Purdy said he would be coming into town and attending it which is always good cause we havnt all partied together since the summer. Man my brain is totally like slosh right now I cant stay focused or carry a thought in my head for to long before I forget what I was thinking. I LOVE THAT FEELING!!!!

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My other taco is a chalupa [17 Nov 2004|07:27pm]
OK so had a FREE day today, YAY. I woke up sat around watching General Hospital for a lil bit and ate some amazing cereal. Then I went and cut all my hair off, it was really scary. Then I went and made sandwhich with CLane and then continued to watch part of My Girl 2 which was really funny cause CLane kept saying most of the lines in the movie. After that we went and played some Halo DOS on XBox live.
I pretty much spent my day hangin around and just being lazy. Just like lil Nicky cause he is super lazy, he wanted in my entry. I'm supposed to register for classes next week and I dont know what my other 2 classes I am going to take are going to be, CLane says we should take some classes together so I think I will take those classes with him and maybe Donnie.
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The Great Outdoors [13 Nov 2004|08:29pm]
[ mood | Sexy ]

Yeah Outdoors activities kick ass. Last night chillin in Park Terrace park, hell yeah we know how to party. Lets see CLane is the one with all the pics of it so I can't post any but let me tell you it was a fun night. We chilled in the street there for awhile, and Sean David dropped by which was random but cool. I think Bri is going to be the next Paris Hilton, but in a good way. Then after that back to Donnie's house for a quick game of Lacrosse.

Everyone has got to go to Donnie.fotopic.net to see all our recent escapades.

Fancy pants Cocktail party, I am looking forward to it.

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DUECES ARE WILD........... [06 Nov 2004|12:18pm]
[ mood | Feeling Peachy ]

Man we sure know how to have a good time....... The past 2 nights have been crazy, Donnie's mom has been out of town so we have been passing the time the only way we know how to. Tonight should be fun too, we have a lot of stuff left over a emtpy house and possibly a room at westgate so we are set. Tomoro will be our recovery day and I am guessing we are going to need it. But you know how it goes sometimes you just have got to let go and enjoy life so thats we are doing we are enjoying our lifes as much as we can while we still have the ability to. Soon we will have responsibilities to take care of and we wont be able to do this anymore so we are going to milk it as much as possible while we can. Well I will be out now I need to go home and some sleep before work so I can be rested up for tonight.


I hope to see everyone who reads this tonight, and if you feel like your night is to boring for you give us a call and we will help spice it up.

I didn't mean for that to sound like an ad for something.

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Scare a Scream out of someone [31 Oct 2004|02:35pm]
[ mood | So GRRRRREAT ]

OK so last night at first I figured would be kinda normal just another guys night of hanging out and going to Halloween Horror nights but I was mistaken. First thing while I was at work I had some visitors, like my aunt and Paige drop by. I ended up going out to dinner with paige afterwards and just talked and stuff. Then I headed over to Donnies where we just hung out waiting for his friend Chris and CLane to get there, while we were waiting one of the last people I would expect to call me did my friend krystle and she wants to hang out and when I told Donnie his face lit up and he was more than happy to have girls join us for a little bit. When everyone gets there we decide to go back CLanes house to drink and smoke. We hung out there for a while getting extremely fucked up Krystle was like passing out she just layed there in a trance, I was kinda upset about that but I understood that it happens sometimes. Then we headed out to HHN we saw a lot of people that graduated with us that we havnt seen in so long it was great it was like a reunion of Chem II, that class was the shit. Then we called all our employee friends and cut the lines for the haunted houses, I was so fucked up when I got scared I would just laugh. The people that jump out at you just looked at me because I would bust out laughing and just point and clap at them. Man the best part of the night though was when we rode on Jeff Jones boat on JAWS, man Jeff Jones is a funny guy Donnie even shot the gun. Man that night was one of the greatest nights. I havnt had that much fun in awhile.

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Craving something new [25 Oct 2004|12:49pm]
[ mood | Craving something new ]

Yeah so whats new with everyone? This weekend was another typical weekend, except Alex came home and we all hung out friday night after the game. The game was pretty cool, and when I say that I mean I didnt watch a second of the game but I had fun talkin with and hangin out with some old friends. As the game got out all the cheerleaders were leaving and just giving me hugs, I wish I was that cool when I was actually in highschool.lol. After the game all the guys met up at starbucks and made it for P.I. donnie and troy got really drunk but only one of them ended up puking throughout the night, prob can guess who it was. Seeing how Donnie drinks more than any single person I've ever met and that is a lot, so you can imagine he handles his liquor really well. Then sat work all day and met up with Donnie and Clane and hung out with Pam and Eglys drinkin again.lol. Then yesterday I went and hung out at starbucks with Sammy, I think I'm hangin out with CLane too much cause that seems to be where I always end up. Chmura looks really funny like a chipmunk with his wisdom teeth pulled it was pretty funny seeing him there.
Don't know the plans for halloween but I hope there is at least one good party cause I need some good excitment in my live it has become very consistent and mondane.

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PERFECT [15 Oct 2004|06:52pm]
[ mood | SOO relaxed ]

All I have to say is the weather is perfect today, when I left work I was just like AHHH this is awsome. I love this time of year it's my favorite.

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YAY!! [13 Oct 2004|08:00am]
[ mood | Half asleep ]

I just got my cast off and my hand feels SO weird now. It's really stiff and hurts a little because of that fuckin bump the doctor put in it which left this like raw spot where it kept rubbing. My palm kinda feels like a leather glove because its so stiff and very rough skin from not being washed for so long. Nothin really new has happened lately just kinda the same old stuff. I've caught myself drinkin a lot more lately, don't really know why but this past week I think I have gotten drunk just about every night it seems like. Saturday night I was really high though, lol, I went to this girl's b-day party I didn't know her but I went with Troy, she was really nice and cool. I saw and partyd with some people I havn't hung out with in awhile. Caio was funny as usual I miss that guy. I'm thinkin about shroomin this weekend but I don't know if I'm going to end up doing it cause I think I am getting sick. I was very jealous that CLane went to Dave fri. night, I seem to be missing all the concerts that I want to go to cause I dont seem to have the time. Weird how not to long ago I was complaining cause I had too much free time and now I complain cause I don't have enough. haha. I'm starting to look for a new job, I decided I'm going to definently go to Valencia next semester and take some music and art classes. When I do that I think I'm only going to work a few days a week and cut back my hours a lot so I can focus on my school work, I don't want to do what I did all through highschool and just get by I really want to see what I can do.
A lot of new Cd's have dropped this month so I'm going to have to go get them. Everyone should check out Greenday's new cd and Sum41's new cd they are really good. Plus The Used new one I havnt heard it yet but I'm a big fan of their old stuff so if it is anything like their other stuff it is definently worth checking out.

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Nothing [01 Oct 2004|06:42pm]
Yeah so I made brownies the other night, fuck man. They were amazing, I have never had a trip like that one it was awsome. I was high for almost a whole day, I went to bed high woke up high and went to work high. Last night went to PI with CLane and Donnie, had some beers and stayed over at Donnies friends house nothing really exciting there.
Man I was very upset that I missed Incubus, but you there will be other concerts and I had fun that night so its all good.
Last thurs. was Sammys b-day so fri. he had a thing which was fun we didnt really do much but drink and just chill. Which is always fun, besides a room with that family is insane those guys are fuckin nuts. I met this cool chick there and chilled with her all night."wink""wink"
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[21 Sep 2004|10:58pm]
So today I woke up early as fuck to take my dad to the airport, now I'm living alone. Then later tonight I went to see Wicker Park with Felipe it was good.

Now I have come to the end and there is nothing left to say, all that is left is Good-bye.
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ROAR [14 Sep 2004|01:10pm]
[ mood | Feeling a lil sick ]

Been pretty busy lately with work and shit. Sat. though was CLane's B-day so we celebrated the only way, me and Donnie got drunk and we played some Mario N64 in CLane's newly hooked up t.v's that have been in there for an enternity. We got Hogan Man for a night of Birthday celebrating. Unfortunatly my night ended because of some unpredicted vomiting in the bathroom of Coronas. That was so bad of me to do but it was out of my hands at that point.
Sunday was the first day I had off since the Hurricane and I wanted to work out and go running but since some people dont answer there phones, I just went and hung out with Josh. Then I went and had dinner with my sis and Matt. Then later went to shoot bottle rockets at some people.
Last night was BAD ASS I went to my boss house to borrow some movies, but ended up eating dinner and smoking out with him and his fiance. We decided to make brownies this weekend, it's going to be part of their wedding present. Im only giving them some.lol. Then I asked if they would recieve a bottle of Absynth and they said yes so after my next pay check im placing the order, which I am really looking forward to.

I was reading this magazine yesterday and it was listing all the probabilties of daying each day by different causes, that is some scary shit how likely you are to get hurt or die just by doing the simplest things. I guess you can never prepare yourself for something that is so unexpected. I dont know why people go their entire lifes fearing it if they have no control over it. I guess it goes to show you not to waste your life if you could die at any second.

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Whatever I feel like, GOSH [08 Sep 2004|12:53pm]
The hurricane was a joke, I know it hit bad for other parts of Florida but for here it was a joke. I spent it chillin at Casa de la Tryon, I had a learning experience there. I learned Im not the only person with a strange family. It was fun though I got Gigi to cook for me which was good she makes great Quesadillas.lol. Thurs. and Fri. involved me throwing parties that I was unaware of, seems like what I meant to just be hanging out turned into 2 consecutive get togethers. They were still fun though. I work a lot this week to make up for missing so much last week, maybe I can regain all the money I had just spent.

I saw Napolean Dynamite finally funny ass movie, who knew you could laugh so much at a geek, even when the geek is cooler than you.

My hand is still in pain and swollen from punching a wall. That wasnt the brighest thing to do but it was so much fun that I don't regret it.
CLanes Birthday is coming up so party at CLane's house this weekend. Everyone is invited.
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[03 Sep 2004|01:17pm]
I've got like no hair, it feels weird.
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